Aiming High for Disabled Children
Collaborative Inquiry: ÒHow do we
improve our practice?Ó
Interim Report
November 2010
Dr Joan Walton
Director
Centre for the Child and Family
Liverpool Hope University
CONTENTS
Page |
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1. Introduction |
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2. Overall aim of project |
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3. Methodology |
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4. Project objectives |
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5. How will successful achievements of objectives be
evaluated and achieved? |
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6. Background to project |
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7. Rationale for methodology |
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8. Progress to date |
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9. Creating a focus based on current educational / policy
documents |
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10. Current situation |
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Appendix
1 Progress
update of group participants |
11 |
Appendix 2
An example
of Ôeducational inputÕ that has been included A response
to the issue of confidence that has been raised on many occasions during the
enquiry |
13 |
Appendix 3 The academic underpinning
to the project |
17 |
Appendix
4 Framework
for collaborative inquiry |
21 |
Appendix
5 Examples
of initial Action Plans |
25 |
Appendix
6 Examples
of later Action Plans becoming more focused |
29 |
Appendix 7 A progressive series of accounts and action plan from a
Day Nursery Manager 1.
Personal account July 2010 2.
Personal account October 2010 3.
Action Plan November 2010-11-27 4.
What it has meant to me being part of the AHDC Project |
1.
Introduction
The purpose of this paper is to provide a progress report on the Collaborative Inquiry funded by AHDC Childcare funding stream and is a joint working approach between Liverpool ChildrenÕs services (Early Years) and the Centre for the Child and Family at Liverpool Hope University. The overall aim of the Centre for the Child and Family is to enquire into the question: ÒHow can we integrate research and practice to demonstrably improve the well-being of children and young people?Ó
2. |
Background and overall aim of project |
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Funding for AHDC
offered the opportunity for services to find new ways of working that are
sustainable and make a real difference to disabled children and their families.
Over recent years
there has been considerable investment in training /CPD for practitioners
focusing on SEN / Inclusion.
However the impact on practice in settings has been limited and many
barriers to learning still exist for children with disabilities. For this project it is recognised
that Ôtransformational learningÕ at individual practitioner level is an
essential step in order for a transformation in services to take place. The overall aim of
the project is to demonstrably improve the wellbeing of children and young
people through the facilitation of a collaborative inquiry with practitioners
and managers who focus on the questions: (i)
ÔHow
can I improve my practice in my work with children, young people and
parents?Õ; (ii) ÒHow can we as a group influence the
learning of each other and the wider professional contexts in which we live
and work, for the benefit of children and young people?Ó |
3. |
Methodology |
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The collaborative
inquiry is based on a living theory approach to action research. This is a continuous improvement
research methodology, which encourages the practitioner to become
increasingly aware and reflective of their moment-by-moment practice. A living theory approach provides a
constant opportunity for the practitioner to practise, account for, and gain
feedback on the skills which they are focusing on to improve. An important
aspect of the methodology is the significance of there being a group as well
as an individual exploration of the question ÔHow can I improve my
practice?Õ Opportunity, time and
space to reflect is what is afforded to the practitioners. It is important
that practitioners gain time away from their setting, and have the space to
Ôdeepen the dialogueÕ with others in their group. They are then are able to think through and articulate
what they are learning and taking forward, and to understand why they are
doing this. Funding has been allocated so that they can identify non-contact
time in their settings to read, write and reflect. A major element of the project is about Ôcreating a
spaceÕ that allows time for critical thinking, making choices, taking
responsibility, feeling empowered, and developing conversation and practices
that have the upmost meaning and relevance for each of the practitioners. |
4. |
Project objectives |
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1.
To
increase the motivation and commitment of practitioners by enabling them to
locate and articulate their beliefs and values so that they become more
reflective in their practice and have a deepened understanding of the
difference they can make to childrenÕs wellbeing. 2.
To
create and implement Action Plans for improving their practice based on their
values and what matters to them.
3.
To
support practitioners in the process of providing evidence and accounting for
what they have done to improve the wellbeing of children and young
people. 4.
For
practitioners to recognise that they have a valuable contribution to make in
the creation of knowledge relevant to improving the wellbeing of children and
families as a result of creating and implementing their Action Plans. 5.
For
research and policy-making at local and national levels to be grounded in the
experience and knowledge-creation of practitioners. |
6. |
How will successful achievement of
objectives be evaluated and validated? |
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(i)
Taking
an action research approach to improving practice encourages using a wide
range of methods for providing the evidence of the influence a person has had
in their practice. Practitioners
are encouraged to complete a proforma when planning what they will do (see Appendix
4). The relevant parts of the proforma
in terms of providing evidence are the following three sections: -
How do
I evaluate the impact my actions have had? -
How do
I show that the account I have given of my impact on practice is valid; what
evidence do I have that I have made a demonstrable improvement in the
wellbeing of a child or young person?
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How do
I modify my concerns, ideas and actions in the light of my evaluation, taking
other peopleÕs feedback in relation to the quality of my evidence into account? |
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(ii) Examples of evidence include: -
A
written account of what has been done and achieved. These may include reflective accounts of what has
happened, and/or ÔstoriesÕ written by practitioners which give an account of
the influence of their values in action, and evidence of how their actions
have Ômade a differenceÕ to the quality of the experience of a child. -
A
video showing (for example) the quality of interaction between a practitioner
and a child (which can be used to support a written account). The use of Flip Mino cameras are
excellent for this purpose. -
Photographs
showing evidence of activities being carried out in the workplace, or of work
achieved. -
Changes
of behaviour using baseline indicators of behaviour/performance, followed up
by quantifiable measurements of change.
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7.
Background
to the project
Existing research methodologies appear to do little to inform professional practice in relation to enhancing the wellbeing of children. Conventional research tends to describe or explain what contributes to the wellbeing of children, but does little to improve it. This is evidenced by the UNICEF 2007 report, which undertook an international survey; and identified that, based on an average of 6 indicators of wellbeing, the UK ranked 21st out of 21 rich countries.
It seems, then, that we need to develop forms of research that will help us actually make a difference to childrenÕs lives.
On looking at existing research, it seems that there is a considerable gap between what is written in academic publications, and the knowledge that is created by practitioners working on a day to day basis with children and young people. Amongst the various professional groups (including, for example, day nursery staff and foster carers as well as qualified teachers and health visitors) there is a wealth of excellent practice which improves the lives of children on a daily basis.
However, such expertise and experience often remains within the isolated contexts in which they are practised, with the learning and knowledge creation that is generated in these places having no opportunity to inform a wider policy–making or research agenda.
At the same time, research activities which are published in reputable academic journals often report on work that is of no direct value to practitioners, are generally written in a form of language that is not easy to follow; and even if they are readable, are not easily accessible to those with no connection to an academic establishment.
A contention underpinning this project is that research should be grounded more in the experience of managers and practitioners who work directly with and for children and young people; but if this is to happen, professionals at all levels need to see themselves as knowledge creators. That is, they need to value the role that they play, and be prepared to take responsibility for accounting for, and providing evidence of, what they do to Ôimprove their practiceÕ in their daily work.
If research is grounded in the work of practitioners, and if practitioners are supported in the process of contributing to academic research, then eventually research and practice will inform each other in a mutually beneficial way. The AHDC collaborative inquiry seeks to address this issue by discovering ways in which practitioners can learn to see themselves as knowledge creators who can validly contribute to research publications. The ultimate aim is to influence what counts as ÔeffectiveÕ practice in relation to improving the wellbeing of children and young people at practice-based, policy-making and academic levels.
7.
Rationale
for methodology
Professor Jack Whitehead, who is visiting professor in the Centre for the Child and Family, has over the past 20 years developed a living theory approach to action research. This approach to research starts with the practitioner identifying Ôwhat matters to themÕ, what their values are, and how they use their values as they aim to improve their professional practice. As a consequence of this kind of enquiry, 30 people have gained PhDs, and many more have been awarded Masters qualifications (see http://www.actionresearch.net).
However, this approach to Ôimproving practiceÕ has not been widely used by practitioners at all levels of an organisation, including those such as day nursery workers who relate directly to children. The hypothesis forming the basis of the AHDC project is that, as staff are encouraged, individually and collaboratively, to:
- think through their values and what matters to them;
- establish what they do well and what concerns them;
- draw up action plans as to how they can improve what they do;
then there will over time be a transformational impact on their personal practice, and on their influence on the children, families and colleagues with whom they work.
Although this project is very new, there is already evidence of the impact that it is having in certain settings. The indication is that as people Ôget the pointÕ of what the project is about, the speed of change begins to accelerate, with a range of evidence to demonstrate impact against key indicators. By the end of March 2011 there should be considerable evidence to support this contention.
8.
Progress
to date
(i) Many practitioners have a huge amount of commitment to, and passion for, the work that they do. When asked to share what Ôreally matters to themÕ, what their values are, and how they would like to make a difference, the stories they tell are often powerful, and have a great impact on those listening. (Even those who donÕt initially have this passion have often had it knocked out of them by the ÔsystemÕ; so it is a contention within this project that in the right circumstances, those who have become disaffected over time could become re-energised and engaged.)
(ii) A problem is that many practitioners working in childrenÕs services do not necessarily believe that the work they do is of such importance, and that what they learn through their experience can/should influence research publications.
(iii) But indeed, it is the moment by moment relationship that practitioners create with children and young people that will Ômake the differenceÕ to the wellbeing of children, one way or another. So it is by paying attention Ôin this present momentÕ to what is happening in the relationship between the practitioner and the child that is of significance (is there ever anything more significant than what is happening right here, right now? – and yet so often we get distracted from what we are doing by dwelling on past events, or planning / worrying about future ones).
(iv) In this context, the concept of ÔmindfulnessÕ is important. Jon Kabat-Zinn expresses it as follows:
(v) Kabat-Zinn sees mindfulness as paying attention in a particular way: on purpose, in the present moment, and non-judgementally. If we see things in this way, it increases awareness and clarity of our present-moment reality. It is a practical way to notice what is going on, right here, right now. When working with children and with parents, it allows us to focus on what is happening in the relationship; and also to focus on what perhaps should be happening; so that our behaviour is not influenced by issues concerning us that are to do with other places, other people and other times.
(vi) The actual skills to enable us to focus on what is happening Ôin this present momentÕ might be simple, but because it is so different to how our minds normally behave, it takes considerable practice.
(vii) If the wellbeing of children provides the ultimate focus of all action within childrenÕs services, then the work of managers should be to create a context that supports and enables practitioners to provide appropriate attention Ôin this present momentÕ. They should be able to account for their actions in such a way that they can demonstrate what impact they are having on the wellbeing of children through their influence on the practitioners, and on the professional contexts in which they are working.
(viii) Of course, parents are usually the most significant people in a childÕs life; so it is important that they are an integral part of the process; and that they too understand that how they relate to their child Ôin the present momentÕ is vital to the childÕs wellbeing. An essential aspect, then, of the professional work of practitioners and their managers, is how parents are engaged in ways where they feel valued, where their strengths are recognised, and where they are given appropriate support when required. Ideally they too will be supported in the process of becoming Ôknowledge creatorsÕ and contributing to the research process.
(ix) To summarise: the hypothesis being investigated is that if every person who wants to make a positive difference to the wellbeing of children were to think about :
- what really mattered to them;
- how they would like to make a difference;
- what the values are that are motivating them to have this intention;
- how they could put those values into practice;
and then they paid attention Ôin the momentÕ:
- to how they put those values into practice;
- recognised any Ôliving contradictionsÕ;
- attempted over time to Ônarrow the gapÕ between their values, and values into practice;
then over time practice would improve in ways which could be evidenced and validated.
9.
Creating
a focus based on current educational / policy documents
Each practitioner is selecting an area of practice on which they are going to focus. This could be work they are doing with a particular child or with a parent. For managers, it may be work they are doing to support their staff in improving what they do.
The focus will relate to one of the four themes of the Early Years Foundation Stage:
- A Unique Child
- Positive Relationships
- Enabling Environments
- Learning and Development
Practitioners may create their action plans in relation to one of the Every Child Matters outcomes:
- be healthy
- stay safe
- enjoy and achieve
- make a positive contribution
- achieve economic well-being.
The focus could also be taken
from one of the Five Golden Threads in the C4EO document: "Grasping the nettle: early intervention for children, families
and communities".
- The
best start in life (importance of prior
to 5½)
- Language for life (acquisition of language)
- Engaging parents
- Smarter working, better services (i.e. integrated services)
- Knowledge is power.
The report Grasping the Nettle includes
the following comment, which justifies one of the aims of the collaborative
inquiry (that is, to influence research and policy making):
ÒThe Bercow Review highlighted the extent to which the ability to
communicate underpins a childÕs social, emotional and educational development,
and the fact that there is insufficient understanding of this amongst policy-makers
and commissioners nationally and locally, professionals and service providers,
and sometimes parents and families themselves.Ó (p.32)
Bercow also asserts Òthe importance of communication skills being emphasised in guidance to early years settings and schools; the importance of interactions between parents/carers and their children, the early linguistic environments of young children (in the home and in early years settings and schools), and the value of practitioners/teachers working with parents to develop childrenÕs communication skills.Ó (p 33)
It was noted in this report that the impact of effective interventions has been hugely successful, as evidenced by marked improvements in childrenÕs learning and achievement, practitionersÕ confidence and parental feedback. (p.38)
10. Current situation
Most group participants have written personal accounts and/or initial action plans identifying what their values are and Òwhat matters to themÓ. These create a rich resource of material for those wanting to know exactly what motivates and influences the lives of practitioners in early years settings. Practitioners are only now learning to understand that what they have to offer is truly of value; and that their experience, and the learning they gain from their experience, has much to offer the worlds of research and of policy development.
The group are now at the stage to select their specific focus, and to create clear Action Plans that identify what they are going to achieve over the next few months. The challenge of providing good evidence of what they do is getting priority attention.
It is planned to hold a seminar or conference in late June or early July 2011, where participants will have the chance to present and ÔshowcaseÕ their learning and knowledge creation that has been developed over the previous year. It should be clear by that time that this method of enquiry, starting with individuals within work settings, but over time influencing the practice of all within the work setting, does result in transformative learning and change, and is an effective way of developing, sustaining and embedding that transformational change within all practice settings where practitioners have participated in the collaborative learning project.
APPENDIX 1
Progress update of group participants
Setting |
Name |
Summary of progress |
Setting 1 |
A |
All fully engaged and writing accounts and action
plans. A as manager is
supporting B and C in looking at issues of what constitutes good evidence |
B |
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C |
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Setting 2 |
D |
Fully engaged, written good accounts and a
detailed Action Plan. D as
manager leading the way, but involving all members of staff. |
E |
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F |
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Setting 3 |
G |
Both fully engaged, involving all staff within
the project, and making good progress both in improving practice, and taking
into account issues of what constitutes verifiable evidence. Detailed Action Plans drawn up. |
H |
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Setting 4 |
I |
Fully engaged; involving the whole staff group;
have a clear plan of action for the next few months. |
J |
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Setting 5 |
K |
Engaged with project, have written good initial
action plans identifying values and what matters to them; now need to write detailed Action
Plans focusing on one particular area of their professional practice. |
L |
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Setting 6 |
M |
Fully engaged, and involving the whole of the
staff team. |
Setting 7 |
N |
It took time for N to work out what she had to
offer and gain from the project, but is now fully engaged. Has drawn up a detailed Action
Plan. P has largely withdrawn due to other college
pressures in her life, but continues to support N. |
P |
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Setting 8 |
Q |
Q fully engaged, and writing accounts and action
plans. Has just moved employment
to another area (but is continuing with her Action Plans– her
experience in Liverpool is influencing her work with children in the new
setting). It took time for R to feel that she had anything
of value to offer the project; but she is now fully engaged and
progressing. |
R |
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Setting 9 |
S |
Attended a session before the summer, but have
not attended since then. They
continue to be sent the information, they will be followed up when there is
further progress with the rest of the group, and they will be invited to
re-engage at that stage to test out learning gained from project. |
T |
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Setting 10 |
U |
Other than the initial introductory session, have
not attended any meetings. They
are not now included in the mailing list. |
V |
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Manager / Parent |
W |
Attends when she is able, and is engaged. |
Parent |
X |
X, though initially very keen, has not been able
to attend sessions for practical reasons. It is partly because of this practical difficulty of
involving parents in the project that an extension looking at Ôhow we can
improve our relationships with parentsÓ has been created as an extension to
the project. |
APPENDIX 2
An example of Ôeducational inputÕ that has been
included:
A response to the issue of confidence
that has been raised on many occasions during the enquiry
Confidence
The issues of confidence, self-confidence, and self-esteem have arisen a number of times in a range of contexts since this project started. Several people in exploring where their values come from, and what matters to them most, have identified that they have been influenced by childhood experiences, both positive and negative. The writings of some of you have been hugely powerful and significant in this respect.
There are two main learning points that emerge from an exploration of this kind. Firstly is the realisation that it can help to identify the experiences and beliefs that affect your perception of yourself, and why you do the work that you do. Being able to identify what these are may help you understand yourself more as a professional, and think about how you might make best use of your experience, knowledge and skills.
Secondly, becoming more aware of the kinds of Ôin the momentÕ experiences that have influenced you as a child can help increase awareness of the significance of each interaction with each child; that is, we cannot generally know the impact of any single interaction with a child (either for good or ill); so as people committed to the wellbeing of children, we each of us have a responsibility to do what we can to ensure that the childÕs experience Ôin each present momentÕ is a positive one, imbued with love, warmth and individualised care.
In helping us to understand more about the nature of the
relationship between childhood experiences and how we feel and behave as
adults, I have quoted and adapted a reflection on self-confidence from the
writing of Mike Wesley, Life Coach: Self-Confidence
is a Magic Key
(see http://www.uklifecoaching.org/selfconfidence.htm for the original version).
Why Is Self Confidence Sometimes
Low?
Personalities are formed in our early years. Before
the age of 11 (some say before the age of 7) the major building blocks of our
personalities are laid down. It is upon these blocks that the rest of our lives
are founded.
During these formative years, there are two major
factors influencing the formation of our personalities:
Unfortunately, these activities don't always go
smoothly. Let's first consider parenting.
Self Confidence & Parenting
Most parents didn't read the manual. They may have
been very young and inexperienced, with little support from their own parents.
They may be highly stressed by work, relationships, financial pressures and so
on. They may be overwhelmed by the parenting burden, and they may also be damaged
by their own parents.
Even the most loving and balanced of parents will transmit
problems from their own environments and personalities, into the minds of their
children. And average or struggling parents may do far worse. Children are, by
definition - learning how to do everything - they don't come pre-skilled. If
parents are impatient and critical with their learning offspring, they will
wear down a child's sense of competency, instilling the notion that they are
natural failures. If parents are openly angry, their children will learn that
the world is full of angry people, and that much of what life has to offer is
painful and frightening. Now when you consider that - in a child's eyes, their
parents are all-knowing GODS who cannot be wrong, you'll come to see how
children can be devastated by the parenting process. They will come to know
that they are no good at anything, and that failure attracts anger and pain.
That's how poor parenting builds a child with low self confidence. And a child
with low self confidence grows up - almost inevitably - to be an adult with low
self confidence.
If you are a parent or working in education, please
carefully consider the impact of every interaction you have with children and
try to grow happy and successful people with high self confidence.
Self Confidence & Schooling
Even if your parents are pretty good, your school
is probably going to bite you. Young children are raw human beings who have not
yet been "civilized" in the ways of not being cruel, or selectively articulating
their thoughts. If they see that you have a big birth mark on your face, they
are going to mention it, and they may already have learned to make fun of it,
and to gather in groups based on social fit - the IN crowd and the OUT crowd.
This is all natural playground stuff, but it is also a jungle where the
vulnerable can learn some dreadful truths about the world. Principally, they
learn that they are in the OUT crowd, and that the IN crowd are going to
make them suffer for it.
Self Confidence & Beliefs
So, with one or both of these environments
delivering many negative messages to a young child, you can see how damage can
be done. Young children are especially vulnerable, because they have no broader
context by which they can dismiss the poor behaviour of others as irrelevant,
and they have few personal skills to limit the damage. They will simply drink
in those negative messages and swallow hard. This critical period in a child's
life is where their beliefs are laid down.
Let's reflect on what belief is. A belief is
something you KNOW is true, without needing to think about why you believe it.
Beliefs can be so entrenched and permanent that we don't even know that we hold
them. Yet they sit there in our heads, silently directing our behaviour. They
tell us that we're not meant to be successful, that we can't find a
good-looking partner and so shouldn't try, that taking risks is always a bad
idea, that the world is a scary place, that any group we might aspire to belong
to is going to reject us, because we're in the OUT crowd. In such a world,
what's the point in trying? It's just a recipe for misery.
I know from my coaching practice the truly
astonishing power of beliefs. Here's an example:
Geoff is intelligent and a competent professional,
but in social situations he considers himself something of a disaster, and his
life is a much smaller one than he would prefer because of it. He is struggling
with two sides of his self. One wants to be outgoing and fun-loving; the other
fears rejection. Unfortunately, this latter half seems to be in charge. So one
half of Geoff keeps putting himself in promising situations then his other half
keeps sabotaging them. Geoff is very frustrated and has run out of ideas.
Whilst coaching Geoff, it became clear that Geoff was
apparently blind to a whole raft of things he could do to build friendships in
social situations. Through very careful questioning, I was able to uncover some
interesting history.
As a child, Geoff had a minor physical abnormality and was taunted in the
playground. At that time, Geoff learned two things about life:
1. He was ugly
2. People are cruel
More than 30 years later, Geoff still held these
beliefs. In other words, he acted on the basis that he knew they were true.
Though parts of his intellect knew that the facts did not support these
beliefs, he continued to hold them inside, from where they drove his
destructive behaviour. Before coaching he did not consciously know any of this.
Through some challenging dialogue about options,
Geoff recognised that he was ruling out hugely productive things he might do in
social situations, because they could not work. And they could not work,
because HE WAS UGLY, AND PEOPLE ARE CRUEL. Geoff began a difficult process of
un-learning these beliefs and now has a growing repertoire of social skills. He
is taking more social risks and doing more things socially. HeÕs beginning to
sparkle. HeÕs finally becoming the person he felt sure deep down, that he ought
to be, or perhaps always was.
The
message of this account for us in the collaborative inquiry group
As carers of children, we have a responsibility to
ensure that, whatever mood we are in, we should ensure that the children we are
with know that what we feel is not their
fault; it is not because of something they have done. You can either do this by Ôbracketing
offÕ your negative state of mind for the moment, and behaving with Ôloving
kindnessÕ; or if this feels too impossible to do, at least explain to the child
what it is that you are feeling and why;
and in the process reassure them that you are not angry / upset etc with them.
APPENDIX 3
The academic underpinning to the project
BoyerÕs Model of Scholarship applied to a Collaborative Inquiry:
ÒHow do I Improve the Wellbeing of Children and Young People?Ó
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Focus |
Content |
1.
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BoyerÕs (1990) idea of a new scholarship |
BoyerÕs introduces the idea that instead of scholarship
only applying to forms of theoretical academic research, there should be 4
dimensions to scholarship: Discovery
- that is,
the creation of knowledge, research; Teaching - enabling teaching and
learning to be informed by research; Application - of research and learning in
practice; Integration - of
research, teaching and learning, and application in practice, using and
developing knowledge from across disciplines; and in relation to inter- and
intra-professional collaboration. |
2.
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BoyerÕs idea of a new scholarship applied to the AHDC
Collaborative Inquiry |
Research
question: how do we
create knowledge that will enhance the wellbeing of children and young
people? Teaching: supporting the learning and
development of practitioners, both as individuals and as part of the group
process, as they create and implement Action Plans to improve their practice
– integrating formal theoretical input as and when relevant. Application: the practitioners apply the learning
to practice situations, and in
implementing their Action Plans, create new knowledge, with findings and
outcomes evidenced and evaluated. Integration: the overall aim of the collaborative
inquiry is to support practitioners in the process of integrating new
learning into practice, across professional groups, drawing on different
sources of knowledge, to enable the wellbeing of children and young people to
be demonstrably enhanced. |
3.
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Schšn (1995) suggests the new scholarship requires a new
epistemology that will emerge from action research. |
The collaborative inquiry is based on a living theory
approach to action research. Living theory starts with: - What
matters to the individual in relation to their contribution to improving the
wellbeing of children and young people; - What
their values are and how they can be applied to their work; - What
motivates them to do the best that they can do. |
4.
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Developing a living theory (Whitehead and McNiff 2006) |
A living
theory approach to action research has as its focus the recognition and
evidencing of good practice, whilst at the same time encouraging the
practitioner and/or manager to look at how they can improve what they do. Consequently a culture of
continuous learning and improvement is developed over time, in which each
person is responsible and can account for their practice, and what they are
doing to improve it. |
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Practitioners and managers feel empowered; and due to their
high motivation and engagement, the improvements are embedded and become
self-sustaining. |
BoyerÕs model of scholarship related to intra- and inter-professional
working
and collaborative learning within childrenÕs services
The following develops BoyerÕs expanded understanding of scholarship, and SchšnÕs view that this notion of scholarship would require a new epistemology which would emerge from action research. The table below aims to give a ÔsnapshotÕ of the relationship between BoyerÕs model, SchšnÕs suggested methodology, the development of the Centre for the Child and Family in general, and with specific reference to the AHDC Project.
BoyerÕs model of scholarship |
Significance of SchšnÕs idea of a new epistemology for a new scholarship |
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Form of
scholarship |
Focus |
Implications for developing the new model of scholarship
into practice |
Relevance for the development of the Centre for the Child
& Family |
Relevance for the AHDC Project |
Discovery |
Research – creation of new knowledge. |
New knowledge resulting from inquiry in practice
(including reflection-in-practice and reflection-on-practice) will not be
created from objective observation and analysis – it requires forms of
action research. |
Meta research question: How do we integrate research and practice to improve the
wellbeing of children and young people? The principle of action research, and collaborative
inquiry / learning is integral to the development of the centre, and to the
research work that it seeks to encourage, both by academics within the
university, and by professionals outside it. |
The main purpose of the research is to ground the creation
of new knowledge in the experience of practitioners who are learning how to
improve their practice; and for others in the organisation to focus on how
they in turn can improve their practice to support and empower
practitioners.
|
Teaching and learning |
Communicating research and knowledge in ways that
encourages transformational learning. |
The practice of teaching (and learning) gives rise to new
forms of knowledge. |
Teaching is integrated as required to enable professionals (both in and beyond the
university) to engage in an action research approach to the creation of new
knowledge required to improve practice in relation to children and young
people. |
Development opportunities are integrated into the
collaborative inquiry process, providing knowledge to meet specific learning needs as and when they are
identified. The practitioners
involved in the inquiry are informed by knowledge gained through research;
and they are encouraged to engage in their own living theory process of
reflection and professional development. |
Application |
Research is used to address social issues and problems. |
Knowledge should be generated both for, and from, action
in wider society – new intellectual understanding will arise out of
applying knowledge in practice.
|
Research is undertaken in any setting concerned with the
wellbeing of children and/or families, always seeking to discover ways of
enhancing inter-professional working.
|
The participants in the collaborative inquiry generate
their own Action Plans which they then implement in practice, reflecting and
giving an account of what happens, and producing evidence to validate their
claims to have improved the wellbeing of children and young people. |
Integration |
Locates and integrates research within a wider knowledge
context; creates connections across disciplines. |
Research findings need to be synthesised within larger,
more comprehensive understandings.
|
Research is founded on an expression of the professional
values that are important to the researchers, rather than focused on specific
disciplines – and hence is interdisciplinary, within an inclusive
context. |
The emphasis is on collaborative working and learning to
develop a more integrated form of working between all professionals involved
in the working in childrenÕs services, developing a knowledge base that will
enhance and inform inter-professional collaboration. |
Academic references:
Boyer, E.L. 1990. Scholarship Reconsidered: Priorities of the
Professoriate. Princeton, New Jersey: Princeton University Press, The
Carnegie Foundation for the Advancement of Teaching.
Schšn, D. 1995. Knowing-in-Action: The New Scholarship Requires a New Epistemology. Change, November/December, 27-34.
Whitehead, J. (2000) ÔHow do I improve my practice? Creating and legitimating an epistemology of practiceÕ, Reflective Practice, 1(1); 91–104.
Whitehead, J. & McNiff, J. (2006) Action Research Living Theory, London; Sage.
APPENDIX 4
Framework for collaborative inquiry
AIMING HIGH FOR DISABLED CHILDREN
Name |
|
What really matters to me? What do I care passionately about? What kind of difference do I want to make in the world? |
|
What are my values and why? |
|
What is my concern? |
|
Why am I concerned? |
|
What kind of experiences can I describe to show the reasons for my concerns? |
|
What can I do about it? |
|
What will I do about it? |
|
How do I evaluate the educational influences of my actions? |
|
How do I demonstrate the validity of the account of my educational influence in learning? |
|
How do I modify my concerns, ideas and actions in the light of my evaluation? |
|
APPENDIX 5
Examples of initial Action Plans
Name |
Participant A |
What really matters
to me? What do I care passionately about? What kind of difference
do I want to make in the world? |
That children do
not get hurt by the unkindness and insensitivity of the adults around
them. That each child is
treated kindly, moment to moment, as if each of those moments
matters. That my words and
actions can affect a child's life, which, if touched in a positive way by my
interest and kindness to them can be a small step towards them realising that
they are important. |
What are my values
and why? |
I try to live up to
what I believe, which is that kindness costs nothing but matters a great deal
- the corollary of which is that unkindness hurts in ways that we cannot see
but manifests itself in ways which can be devastating in a small child's
precious life. Why? Ask any adult
what they remember from childhood and it is often the painful memories, often
caused by an adult's unkindness to them which comes to the fore, even if
those memories are washed over by happy times too. |
What is my
concern? |
That I sometimes
feel that whatever I try to do is never enough. I am concerned that
my staff too have so many demands placed upon them that some children will
fall through the safety net we offer them in their early years. |
Why am I
concerned? |
I feel stretched
and pulled in so many directions, as are my wonderful staff, that I worry
that we cannot meet the needs of all our special children. I am however,
trying to be kinder to both myself and them, and accepting that we can only
do what we can do. |
What kind of
experiences can I describe to show the reasons for my concerns? |
We have so many new
initiatives and targets we are required to work towards and under that
something has to give. I want to feel that we have honestly done our best for
each of our children but sometimes it is difficult to accept that maybe we
have not. Our children's experiences are diverse and some of their lives so
complex that we can allow ourselves to be overwhelmed by them. |
What can I do about
it? |
I can accept that
we all have limitations and that some children need our support and help more
than others, and that is o.k. It is that group that we need to focus upon
whilst keeping a watchful eye on the rest. |
What will I do
about it? |
Carry on! I know
that there are many past and existing families we have supported for whom we
are and have made a difference in their lives. |
How do I evaluate
the educational influences of my actions? |
By closely monitoring
progress if it is quantifiable; by listening to and watching our children
develop into happy little ones if it is not; by listening to our parents and
the joy they demonstrate when what might, to others, seem a small
triumph. |
How do I demonstrate
the validity of the account of my educational influence in learning? |
By my response and
interaction with others; by my inspiring better practice and being a good
listener so that others can derive ideas for further successes. |
How do I modify my
concerns, ideas and actions in the light of my evaluation? |
By asking myself
'How can I do it better next time?'; 'What have I learned?'; 'What
impact did I make on this child's life and that of their family?'; 'How do I
move forward from here?' |
Name |
Practitioner B |
What really matters to me? What do I care passionately about? What kind of difference do I want to make in the world? |
What matters to me is that children are given the foundations for building high self esteem and an understanding of their worth and value for being who they are. This could then give them the confidence to challenge assumptions and unfairness in their lives as they grow and they can fight for equality for themselves. I want children to feel as though they are special and loved and that being who they are, has a positive impact on the lives of others. I want the people responsible for these children to value themselves and pass on self respect to the children in their care. |
What are my values and why? |
Equality and respect. I think very few people grow up with strong feelings of self worth and justice. |
What is my concern? |
That children are not taught to value themselves. Our children will grow up in a violent, racist, sexist society where appearances, material things and status, shape the quality of life you are afforded. Children are limited by the opportunities they are exposed to. |
Why am I concerned? |
I live in a city where a child was murdered in a racial attack by another child who attended the same school. Was Anthony Walker murdered because his attacker hated him, or because he hated himself? My own daughter told me that she did not want to be black because everyone knows it is better to be white. |
What kind of experiences can I describe to show the reasons for my concerns? |
I can show, how through specific activities such as music, treasure baskets, family days, practitioners are able to form a relationship with a child which allows them to know that child a little better. To fall in love a little bit more, thatÕs not what I mean exactly, but it is kind ofÉ |
What can I do about it? |
Explore ways in which we as a team can do this. Understand the journey that practitioners need to go through to want to get to this stage. Does everyone want to be so involved? Time for such interaction is precious, but this may also be because some practitioners donÕt really want to. |
What will I do about it? |
Ask practitioners to identify their own values, understand where they are coming from. Why are they here and what do they want from this experience? Everyone would admit it is not for the wages although this is obviously important. |
How do I evaluate the educational influences of my actions? |
Observation and action. Encourage peer support, observation and evaluation. |
How do I demonstrate the validity of the account of my educational influence in learning? |
Opening up communication and mutual respect, mind mapping ideas and coming to a shared ethos. Understanding that team dynamics change and therefore the setting philosophy must change in reflection. |
APPENDIX 6
Examples of later Action Plans becoming more focused
AHDC Collaborative Inquiry
Action Plan
AHDC Collaborative Inquiry
Enquiry Question: How do I improve my practice as a SENCO, with a particular focus on developing good relationships with parents?
Aim |
Action to be taken |
Who to be involved |
When |
Give
parents improved information re the role of the SENCO |
Change
content of the Admissions Book. Using the EYFS principal of Ôpositive RelationshipsÕ and
the TAC Model, ensure that the importance of a Ôtwo way flowÕ of information
is made clear. Think about the language used- this is often a barrier to engagement Does the SEN Policy need updating in a similar way? |
M
(with support of manager) |
By
end of 2010 |
Work
with staff to influence their attitudes concerning the role of the SENCO
/ Inclusion |
Encourage
staff to understand that MÕs role is not just about being the ÔspecialistÕ
who is delegated to look after children with special needs. Her role is more about supporting
staff to enable them to develop the appropriate knowledge / skills to look
after these children. The EYFS is inclusive in its approach. I suspect it is the
confidence of practitioners rather than attitudinal barriers that results in M
being seen as the one who ÔknowsÕ. about SEN. We talk about this a lot in the
DIP TAC meetings. The IDP is designed to offer support with this. Perhaps you
could look at a way of taking this forward with staff? The CPD materials so
far have SLCN and ASD as their focus. Which one would be most relevant to
your setting? It may be that you have already done an action plan as all
SENCOs have been encouraged to do this at the DIP TAC groups- you may feel this
could be usefully incorporated with this project. Think also in terms of universal/targeted and specialist
support. Most children in settings who are ÔvulnerableÕ need universal and
targeted interventions which by definition means everyone who works with the
child needs to be involved. |
M |
In
staff meetings and in conversations with individuals |
|
Change
name of SENCO to Inclusion Officer.
M has already mentioned this to her manager, who has approved the
proposal in principle; it now needs to be actioned. I feel that M is on the right lines here as ÔspecialÕ and
ÔeducationÕ do not capture the ethos that M wants to nurture. However, some
settings already have an inclusion officer that takes the lead in meeting the
needs of children who speak EAL. I do not know if this is the case at the
nursery but if so this will need to be carefully thought through. |
M
to agree formalisation of this with her manager. |
By
end November |
To
influence parentsÕ attitudes towards inclusion; and to develop a better
relationship with parents. |
To
plan programme of open days / evenings for next six months – as an
opportunity to speak to parents or potential parents about the meaning of
inclusion / partnership with parents. It may be different with this nursery but often such events
are poorly attended. I am wondering if an EYFS open day where parents can
come along and see what you do and how their children learn with a particular
emphasis on the ÔUnique ChildÕ may have more impact. Strengthening the understanding of the key person approach
would offer the opportunity to with parents about the need to work closely
together to identify likes and interests and the most appropriate next steps
for learning. This approach is what should be happening for all itÕs just
that the dialogue with parents is deepened when it comes to SEN. |
M
|
Programme
to be planned before Christmas Whilst the programme could be planned, the run up to Xmas
is a particularly hectic time for settings and maybe an open day in January
would be better. |
APPENDIX 7
A Progressive series of accounts and action plan from
a Day Nursery Manager
5.
Personal account
July 2010
6.
Personal account
October 2010
7.
Action Plan
November 2010-11-27
8.
What it has meant
to me being part of the AHDC Project
June 2010
To describe my values is quite difficult. I have always felt strongly
that I need everyone I come in to contact with to feel accepted and valued but
there is clearly more to relationships than this. A barrier to this is my own
prejudices and the needs and expectations of people I come into contact with. I
believe that everyone should be treated equally, but beyond this, my core
values are that I would like all children and their families to feel that they
are special, worthy and able to achieve great things.
A possible barrier to this in Early Years is the values of the
practitioners caring for these children. It is the experience of many people in
Early Years that childcare was the route of teenagers who did not achieve high
grades at secondary school. The profession is not valued in society and
certainly not seen as one which requires great intellect. It is a ÔcaringÕ
profession and one which is popular amongst young women who are unsure about
what they want to do as a career but know that they like young children through
their experience of babysitting.
If therefore, practitioners have entered a profession which has little
respect in secondary education; little rewards in the workplace with regards to
status and salaries; little career progression, then how many practitioners
really value themselves? Many I know complain that they are expected to do the
job of teachers without the salary or recognition yet lack the ambition and
motivation to study further to gain the qualifications to get the recognition.
This is obviously not true of all practitioners and I believe that social
standing and economics play a huge role in the accessibility of higher
education for early years practitioners.
I left school in 1988 without any qualifications and was advised by
teachers to apply for a career in nursery nursing. I was told that my best
route would be to train through a ÔYTSÕ (youth training scheme) but a friend of
the family recommended I try for the NNEB. Teachers told me that it would be
unlikely that I would pass the exam and the level of work required would
probably be higher than I was able to achieve. I tried anyway and passed. I
gained the NNEB which I did find challenging, but certainly achievable. I then
started work in an Early Years setting attached to a University where I saw
MumÕs struggle, but achieve to gain degrees and PGCEÕs whilst caring for their
own small children. It was later when I started working at the setting I work
at now, that I considered enhancing my knowledge through a degree at evening
class. I passed my BA, and went on to achieve Early Years Professional Status.
In the past two years I have encouraged two staff members to embark on a
foundation degree and one to gain Early Years Professional Status. There are
now just five staff members yet to access higher education. I want the staff at
the nursery to understand that their role will be respected when they learn to
respect and value themselves and understand that they can achieve anything they
put their minds to. They can also always improve their skills and their
practice.
In practice I have managed to employ professionals in other fields to
work at the nursery on a sessional basis. These include a Spanish teacher, a
dancer and a gymnast. I have employed these not only to provide enhanced
activities for the children, but to show practitioners that they can be
involved in delivering a variety of activities to children beyond those
normally provided at settings.
This is partly why I have such enthusiasm for a music project we have
recently embarked upon with a professional violinist from the Liverpool
Philharmonic Orchestra. Music plays a large part in my life and shapes the way
I feel and think. As a child, I often used music to help me to learn and still, I find I work better with
music in the background as I type (my self taught two finger typing) in time to
the rhythm of the song. I share a love of music with the majority of the
population, yet I have never seen a harp, held a brass instrument or strummed
the strings on a chello, bass or fiddle. None of my colleagues can play an
instrument and most would consider this related to class in that only the
wealthy children were exposed to classical music at an early age and went on
read music and play an instrument. In my 20 years of working in early years,
all of my colleagues have been working class and none have played classical
instruments. I know that this cannot provide a true representation of all early
years practitioners, but in my experience, many people have missed out on the opportunity
to experience classic musical first hand. There are volumes of studies on the
positive impact that music has on child development and schools recognise this
fact now and plan to include it in their curriculum. I wanted to see the impact
this would have on the staff and children at our setting. I wanted to see how
we would all experience music for the first time together. Adults, children,
babies, verbal children, non verbal children and children who spoke no English,
all explored this in silence and as one group.
October
2010
Having spoken to Joan, I started to really think about how each moment
forms the characters we become. An early and vivid memory I have is of walking
home from the shops with my Mum, me having the very responsible job of carrying
the eggs while Mum carried the potatoes. Her bag split and the potatoes spilled
out into the road. I remember her, red faced with embarrassment at having to
pick the potatoes out of the gutter. There was no conversation and I remember
just standing watching, slightly concerned about tonightÕs egg and chips, but
when I think back to that now, I feel a sense of responsibility and I suppose a
bit of my MumÕs shame. Far worse things happened, such as waking up in the
morning to find Mum unconscious, having been battered and then spending a week
in hospital with a fractured skull while I stayed home with her boyfriend
eating ravioli from a tin. (IÕm sensing food issues here too) These certainly
contribute to the guilt I feel now, but the incident with the potatoes
signifies to me the completely normal things that occur in life and how
children can interpret these. Somehow I blamed myself for the shame that my Mum
felt, I thought I was responsible for her hardships and that guilt is now an
everyday feeling for me. Having to line my shoes with cereal boxes to protect
my socks from the holes in the soles means that now I feel really guilty about
my childrenÕs (quite unusually large) feet and spend at least 5% of my salary
per month on new shoes for them, money I can ill afford. I know this is
irrational and the children are not going to wear holes in their shoes, but I
doubt myself. I doubt my ability to know what is best for my children as I
believe deep down that I have failed to do my duty to improve the lives of
other people in the past in particular my Mum. Her expectations of me were so
high and she always told me how much she loved me and was proud of me, but I
believed I wasnÕt worthy of such love because I couldnÕt see how I made her
life better. I just saw her struggle with cooking cleaning and budgeting.
So now I get it. Nobody said I
was worthless, I was told the opposite regularly, but my experiences and
observations of life as a child moulded my soul. As practitioners we regularly
say that children have brains like sponges, but do we realise exactly how much
they are soaking up and how they are interpreting this information?
I have spoken to a practitioner in an appraisal about her plans for
future training and she said that she wanted to enhance her skills in other
areas as she couldnÕt work in childcare forever. She even said ÒIn ten years
time, I wouldnÕt want to say that I was a nursery nurse, thatÕs just
embarrassing, itÕs ok when youÕre young, but itÕs not really a career, doing
the same thing year in and year out just with different kidsÓ I have certainly
found it difficult to recruit older practitioners. I also think that is part of
the reason why there are fewer male practitioners.
I donÕt think that view is so uncommon and I do believe that many
people go into Early Years not because they value and understand the moment by
moment opportunities to have a positive influence on a life, but because it is
seen as an easy option or it would be fun. Maybe teenagers find themselves in a
position where they havenÕt had enough opportunities to ÔplayÕ and when they go
on work experience in a nursery, they get to do just that, so it becomes an
enjoyable experience. I have certainly seen young students engrossed in their
own play long after the children have lost interest and moved on somewhere
elseÉ..
So I would like to explore
further how our behaviour influences the behaviour of those around us. I would
like to explore with practitioners their values and encourage them to also look
at moments in their past which may effect their interaction with children. The
idea that transforming yourself can help transform others is fascinating and
setting aside the guilt I feel about nearly everything, I now know how
understanding where I am coming from, can help me make better decisions in the
future.
On my way to work at 6.30 on a cold winters morning, 8 months pregnant
with my two year old daughter, my car broke down. I cried through frustration
and tiredness, knowing I would have to carry my daughter back home to phone for
help. This was no different from the potato incident, but who knows how my
daughter may have interpreted my silence?
Practitioner A is 22 years old. She has a degree in Drama and Childhood
studies and has worked in the nursery for a year, originally recruited to cover
maternity leave and then given an extended contract. I spoke to practitioner A
about her values, about what was important to her in her work and what she
hoped her impact would be on the children in her key group. She said that she never
had ambitions to work with children full time and was actually more interested
in running drama groups with older children. However, since working in the
nursery, for what she had originally anticipated a short period of time, she
said that she felt as though she finally found where she was supposed to be.
She explained that what she wanted was to provide children with a consistent
adult who recognised their potential. She wanted children to understand that
they were capable of great things and to never feel limited or restricted
– in the setting and in life. She said she felt frustrated by the
attitudes of other practitioners in the setting who didnÕt value themselves or
the potential of the children as she believes that it is their attitudes that
have restricted their development and not circumstances.
Practitioner A said that she felt that she didnÕt know why she felt so
strongly about her values as she didnÕt feel that this was something she
learned from her parents. She said if anything, her parents splitting up when
she was quite young meant that she was spoilt with toys and affection and never
pushed. She said her childhood was all about fun with little regard for
academic achievements. She said Ôin spiteÕ of this she achieved well in school,
but felt that her parents were never proud of this. When, as a teenager she
wanted a computer to help with her studies, her parents misunderstood and
bought her a computer games console. She read this to mean that they did not
believe she was academic and set out to prove them wrong.
Through her own reflection, Practitioner A came to the understanding
that she has a constant drive and ambition to achieve the best she can to prove
to herself and others that she is capable of reaching her full potential, and
this is what she wants for the children in her care. As a colleague, I believe
that she achieves this. She is a very hardworking practitioner who has a
genuine bond with the children. She has recently embarked on the Pathway to
achieve Early Years Professional Status and each day she becomes vibrant with
her observations as she links them to the theoretical models she is researching
in her own time. She meets childrenÕs achievements with pride and recognition
and understands the value of travelling slowly through various stages to
successfully reach a goal, such time and recognition she doesnÕt always give
herself.
We have some issues with team dynamics at the nursery at the moment.
The babyroom, consisting of five full time practitioners is a happy, positive
place to be. The team work hard together and babies see adults being kind,
respectful and supportive to each other. The babies are happy and their
parents, on the whole are very happy with the care their children receive. The
setting has two main rooms, one for under twoÕs and one for older twoÕs. The
room with the older twoÕs is the room which has been having problems. There are
six members of staff of whom two work full time and the other four job share.
The newest member of staff has been there for two years and the oldest (in
terms of length of service) has been there sixteen years. The team in this room
is divided into two, (not physically or deliberately) with each group
complaining about the other groups work standards and performance. Staff
members in both groups have said they do not feel like coming into work at
times, because of their relationship with another practitioner, but their love
for the children has kept them returning.
I have spoken to all staff individually and given honest feedback on how
to move forward for the sake of the children, but my concern is how the
children interpret this whole situation. There is a negative atmosphere in this
room and while practitioners are polite to each other, the mood can be quite
strained at times.
I have a lot of thoughts about why this could be the case; Is
communication and consistency an issue because of part time workers? Are there
too many staff? (This wouldnÕt happen in a classroom as there would be one
teacher and she would have to just get on with her job) Am I not a positive
role model?
What I think needs to be addressed is the impact this is having on the
children and their families. I often say to staff that a child only has one
chance to be a two year old, so letÕs make it the best time they could have,
but this is quite superficial and doesnÕt address our personal role in the life
of the child and how being who we are, not what we do, will have more of an
impact on that child. When I think of great role models in my life, I donÕt
think of what she did for me or to me, but about who she was that inspired me.
For that reason, I try to be the
woman I want my daughter to grow up to be. I donÕt mean I want her to be just
like me, but I work hard, I try to be sensitive and understanding yet strong and
assertive because that is what I want for her and I canÕt teach it unless I am
it. I think this may be the way forward for staff at the nursery. Practitioners
can only ensure that their moment by moment interactions with children are
positive experiences if the practitioner feels inspired, confident, valued and
positive.
AHDC Collaborative Inquiry
Action Plan
Aim |
Action to be taken |
Who to be involved |
When |
1.
To use the ideas that arise from conversations in a pro active way to improve
practice at the nursery. |
|
C,
E and K. |
Monthly
from 14 Dec |
2.
To improve the quality of staff and child interactions |
|
C
to lead staff meeting C
and E (possibly Phina) |
14
Dec January
11 DTBC |
3.
Continuous support for practitioners in maintaining positive and enthusiastic
attitudes to their work. |
|
C
and all staff monthly |
Rolling
programme beginning December |
4.
Provide an accurate record of findings and developments |
|
C |
Immediately |
5.
Gain a greater understanding of the bigger picture with particular regards to
the professionalism, practice and
self confidence of people working in Early Years |
|
C C |
During
one-to-ones Parents
forum 15 Dec TBC |
6.
Seek evidence which supports the impact of the findings |
|
C,
E and K |
Immediately |
November 2010
My involvement in the AHDC Action Research
Project.
I am really grateful
to be involved in the Collaborative Research Project. I believe it is a
privilege which will definitely impact on my practice, the practice of my
colleagues, parents and ultimately the children.
I believe the
process has provided me with a framework for reflective practice without the
confines of judgement or consequence. By this, I mean that as a Nursery
Manager, I often became bogged down by completing tick lists, charts and
improvement plans to satisfy external organisations that documentation was up
to date. The result of this was often paperwork for evidence sake and nothing
else. Participating in this project has enabled me to focus purely on the
impact that my practice has on the children. It has provided me with a
structure for developing my skills and practice with the support of highly
knowledgeable and understanding facilitators.
I firmly believe
that this process has re-ignited my enthusiasm for working in this sector, as I
can see that there are other likeminded people with equality and childrenÕs
social and emotional well-being at their hearts, and that there is a lot that I
can gain from spending time with them.
There have been
times over the past few months that I have considered leaving my job as I felt
I was afforded less and less time to be with the children, but I recognise that
being involved in the project will not only create a better environment for the
children, but is a unique opportunity for me to be involved in something so
new, different and important.