My CV is My Curriculum:
(RS PUNIA)
This autobiographical self-study presents my
living educational theory of lifelong learning as an international educator
with spiritual values including belief in cosmic unity, continuous professional
development for personal and social development of life in general. The
landscape of knowledge includes India, UK, Singapore, Hong Kong, Fiji, Samoa
and Mauritius in several roles including a lecturer, a teacher trainer, a
change agent in curriculum, staff, school development, a training technologist
in corporate learning and a student in the University of Bath.
A
living educational theory approach begins by asking questions of the kind, how
do I improve my work?
Practitioners produce accounts of their learning. A living educational
theory is living in two ways: people and their theory changes as a result of
learning and they are living what they learn. New knowledge emerges in the
process. A useful epistemology of lifelong learning of an international
educator has emerged from this inquiry.
Taking responsibility for my roles and
contextualising problems and solutions to problems to match the contexts were
the essential dimensions of my lifelong experiential learning. These dimensions
originated from my spiritual belief in cosmic unity of life and ethical aims of
education.
The originality of my contribution to the
knowledge base in the living educational theory approach to action research is
how I integrated my spiritual and ethical values with technical knowledge to
enhance the quality of my professional development and the development of
technical and vocational education in the international context.
Dedication
How is the search for a sense of wholeness to be
achieved in a world whose speciality is specialisation, whose language is
linear and literal, whole sense of symbolic is derived from cartoon and
caricature? How is the sense to be expressed in a world made horizontal by
sheer immensity of our knowledge about the world? (Linda olds Metaphors of
interrelatedness. Clark 2000, p. 3).
Emerging from the new sciences (Bateson, 1979; Goodwin 1994) from
the early part of the twentieth century onwards came the emphasis on
understanding the whole called ecological, holistic or systemic thinking (Capra
1996)ÉÉÉThis way of thinking has focused attention on systems being integrated
and searches for patterns to facilitate understanding of how systems
interrelate and make sense (Clark 2000, p. 4).
Within the body He himself resides;
Yet He cannot be seen, that invisible one.
Under the sway of mind,
Fools know not the truth,
And search for him outside.
(Charan
Singh Maharaji, 1979)
Acknowledgements
I
am grateful to all my past employers for giving me the opportunity to improve
myself and to serve my fellow beings. I am particularly grateful to Dr. King
the late speaker of the British parliament in 1958 for intervening on my behalf
in securing maintenance grant for two years to pursue a Diploma in Building at
the Reading College of Technology. Without this intervention this thesis might
not have been written. I have disseminated Dr. KingÕs kindness amongst
thousands of deserving students in my professional Life.
Human
life is a web of relationships. Many relationships influenced my professional
life. I mention only a few names. Dr. Waters from Hong Kong was my role model
for professionalism in the construction industry and encouraged me to pursue
doctorate. Sarwan Singh, the ex-principal of the Fiji Institute of Technology,
extended my technical interests to interests in education as a whole. Professor
Calderhead of the University of Bath supported my interest in research on
ÔteachersÕ thinkingÕ and Dr Whitehead of the University of Bath introduced me
to Action Research to understand and share my professional self. The importance
of understanding the self before understanding the world came to me from
KrishnamurtiÕs writings. My spiritual master was my role model for spiritual
living. These people influenced the landmarks in my professional life.
I am particularly thankful to Dr.
Whitehead for encouraging me to pursue the difficult task of converting my
tacit professional experience into professional knowledge presented in this
thesis. I undertook this task with some reservations. The dissertation involved
much work but it has made significant contribution towards my personal and
professional development and towards the knowledge base in technical and
vocational education, international aid and curriculum development for lifelong
learning.
Our shared perception of the need for Ôcharacter developmentÕ in professional life led Dr. Whitehead to supervise this thesis presenting my emergent living educational theory of lifelong learning as an organic international educator with an integrated character. The learning process in producing this dissertation has enriched my understanding of my professional self and improved my ability to share my personal knowledge, skills and attitudes with other professionals.
This dissertation is a personal interpretation of my professional learning. No criticism was intended towards any person and organisation mentioned in this dissertation.
Teaching implies the highest form of understanding
(Aristotle).
Teaching means not only transmitting knowledge,
but, transforming and extending it as well. Teaching keeps the flame of
scholarship alive (Boyer 1990, p. 24).
In
fact the easiest way to get what you want is to help others what they want
(Chopra 1996, p. 31)
This
chapter shows how I attempted to gather the scholarship of teaching expressed
in Chopra 1996, Boyer 1990 and Aristotle in filling the gap between my teaching
competence and the role requirements. It is mainly concerned with my learning
to become a professional builder and a lecturer of construction technology,
economics and management to teach at all levels in the FE/HE sector. It
presents my self (Bullough Jr. 1998) as a lecturer in two polytechnics with an
emergent living educational theory.
The Singapore Polytechnic Experience
Immediately
after obtaining my Certificate in Education from the Leeds University, I
joined Singapore Polytechnic
as a senior instructor. I remember
the Singapore experience for my unusual ability to convert my teaching role
into a learning opportunity to become a professional builder and for the
hazards of working in a developing country without previous overseas
experience. In the Singapore Polytechnic the focus of my attention was on
self-development, particularly to obtain a professional qualifications in
Building. I was working in a highly empowering environment teaching
construction technology, economics and management to technician and
professional level full-time students.
My
main achievements of this period include obtaining a professional qualification
in Building through self-learning and a commendation from the external examiner
for an excellent examination paper set in construction technology. After
obtaining my professional qualifications I rose from a senior instructor to a
lecturer in building. These notable achievements for a beginner in teaching
were marred by a family tragedy bringing me back to England in 1968. I managed
to join Sheffield Polytechnic soon after I arrived UK.
The Sheffield Polytechnic Experience
In
the Sheffield Polytechnic (1968-71) I began as a lecture mainly interested in
pedagogy. In this polytechnic I learnt the value of human relations, competence
and confidence in teaching building subjects to inservice and preservice
students. My main professional achievements of this period include a
commendation for setting an excellent examination paper in construction
economics for HND students, a high success rate amongst students in an external
examination in quantity surveying and a highly successful short-course
conducted on Ôthe estimating practices in the building industry in the UKÕ for
professional builders, quantity surveyors and architects. However, I worked in
a highly hierarchical organisation with little opportunity for career advance.
At
the end of this phase a lecturer in building technology with a Certificate in
Education and 8 years of on-the-job teaching experience emerged with a new
professional interest and search for a context congenial for career
development. My emergent living educational theory of this period is that
reflective teaching is continuous learning.
Lack
of prospects for promotion and new interest in learning to use multimedia and
multi-modes of instruction in teaching brought me in Hong Kong as a senior
lecturer in teacher training. The
next chapter deals with learning to be a teacher trainer at a time when little
was known about teacher training.
Chapter Four
The Making of a Teacher Trainer at The Hong Kong
Technical TeachersÕ College (HKTTC) during 1971to 1981
Self-study
is about the learning experience that is embedded within teachers creating new
learning experiences for themselves and those they teach. Like new teachers,
teacher educators must learn from new experience and self-study is a way to
that (Hamilton et al 1998, p. 6).
This
period is divided into two parts. The first three years were mainly devoted to
filling the gap between my existing professional competence and the new role
requirements at the Morrison Hill Technical Institute using self-study (Hamilton
et al 1998). This period provides useful insights into my tensions and
opportunities in learning to become a teacher trainer in an overseas
context. Later seven years present
my self as the director of teaching-learning resources and curriculum development
at the HKTTC. I fondly remember this time in Hong Kong for working in a highly
supportive context, for my significant professional growth and contributions
towards the establishment and development of the HKTTC. I was totally committed
to my professional work and professional development. In return, I enjoyed
tremendous trust and autonomy from my students, colleagues and students. My
main professional interest was the application of educational technology to
improve classroom teaching. My living educational theory was the use of
self-study to learn to become a teacher trainer.
Morrison-Hill
Technical Institute ( MHTI) Experience(1971-4)
During
the first three years at the Morrison Hill Technical Institute I learnt to be a
teacher trainer with a judicious blend of formal training and on-the-job
experience. I successfully introduced a systematic approach to teacher training
enabling me and other trainers to learn from their on-the-job experience and
test their propositional knowledge acquired from formal training. I taught
foundation courses to technical teachers and instructors attending a one-year
full-time training programme for a Technical TeachersÕ Certificate.
The
main accomplishments of this period were the replacement of a piecemeal approach
to teacher training with a systematic approach, the introduction of written
curricula and development of excellent relations with students, colleagues and
seniors. My employer rewarded me for my contributions by promoting me to a
principal lecturer, granting me a paid further formal training for a diploma in
educational technology at the Plymouth Polytechnic and extending my contract
for further two and half years.
The
HKTTC Experience (1974-81)
I
returned to England after completing the Diploma in Educational Technology as
the director of teaching-learning resources and curriculum development at the
newly established technical teachersÕ training college called (HKTTC). I was
particularly interested in the application of educational technology to achieve
specific learning objectives in classroom teaching and to improve the quality
of vocational education and training through curriculum development (Stenhouse
1975). As a senior educator I received first-hand experience in all aspects of
establishing a new college of education and teaching instruction and curriculum
development to technical teachers and trainers. Again I enjoyed tremendous
credibility and trust with my students, colleagues and seniors for providing
leadership in teacher training. This leadership came from my integrated
character, collaborative nature and technical competence acquired from
continuous learning through planned action.
At
the end of my second contract I spent one year at the University of Lancaster
to obtain MA in Education. From my MA dissertation called ÒEducational
Technology in Curriculum DevelopmentÓ
I became aware of the limitations of the application of educational technology
to improve the quality of vocational education and training. Consequently
during my last two and half years I became interested in studying the gap
between training based on prepositional knowledge and teachersÕ practical
knowledge. In 198I I returned to England for good to pursue PhD at the
University of Lancaster. My research proposal involved the study of teachersÕ
instructional planning in real settings.
An
experienced teacher trainer with on-the-job experience and MA in Education
emerged after ten years in Hong Kong. At this time I was mainly interested in
technical education to make a living and I had acquired a notable technical
competence in human relations and in performance of various roles in teacher
training. However, I was not aware of the influence of my character and
personal belief in the oneness and interdependence of life on my professional
work. My living educational theory was the application of educational
technology (systematic application of tools and techniques of technology) to
increase efficiency and effectiveness in teaching and learning.
Chapter Five
The
Making of an Advisor in Curriculum and Staff Development at the Fiji Institute
of Technology(FIT) 1981- 1985
Continuous
attention to context is a must. Responsiveness to context requires a mindset of
continuous development, whereby the individuals in conjunction with their colleagues,
need to be ready to adjust and change their skills and approach according to
their needs and demands of stakeholders. Searching for leaders who display
predetermined capabilities means little in todayÕs world (Kakabadese 2001, p. 4).
The
physical laws of the universe are actually this whole process of divinity in
motion, or consciousness in motion. When we understand these laws and apply
them in our lives, anything we want can be created, because the same laws that
nature uses to create a forest, or a galaxy, or a star, or a human body can
also bring about the fulfilment of our deepest desires (Chopra 1996, p. 5)
Soon
after joining the University of Lancaster as a full time student I accepted the
above post from the Commonwealth Fund for Technical Cooperation (CFTC). This
post marks my interest in curriculum development to bridge the gap between the
planned and the operational curriculum (Stenhouse, 1975) and learning to own
and contextualise educational problems( Kakabadese 2001). I remember this
project for learning to be a consultant at a time when all the stakeholders
knew little about the work of international educators. Creativity of my mind and critical
judgement emerges from my ability in converting a list of assigned tasks into a
genuine learning situation for those involved in this project. Most
importantly, my spiritual awakening came at that time (See Chopra 1996, p.5)
enabling me to own other peoples problems. This project ended with a resounding
success beyond the expectations of stakeholders.
I
valued freedom to act for development ( Sen 1999). I enjoyed considerable
freedom to act to solve the given problem. My employer provided me with a full
autonomy and trust and I offered my full commitment towards the success of this
project. My integrated character based on spiritual values and technical
competence provided me with credibility and trust with the management and the
staff of the Institute to lead them in this project. I conducted nine studies
on ÔteachersÕ planningÕ to understand
the reality of the operational curriculum and developed a new strategy to link
reality with a collaborative vision. Management and the teaching staff
development was an integral part of the implementation strategy designed to
solve the defined problem. I intuitively used the problem-based action research
(Robinson1993) to solve the FIT problem. A new model of Ôschool-based
curriculum developmentÕ (SBCD)
emerged as a continuous dialogue between the planned curriculum as vision and
the operational curriculum as reality (Punia 1992). This model provides an
example of the originality of my mind at that time.
Thus
this project added a new experience of school-based curriculum development
(SBCD) to my professional growth (Punia 1992) and it became my standard of
professional judgement used to measure the effectiveness of my later projects
reported in this thesis. My emergent living educational theory is based on
owning and contextalising problems with belief in the living oneness of the
cosmos. My emergent image as a consultant is not that of a technician carrying
out other peopleÕs ideas: it is that of professional educator engaged in his
personal and professional development and providing leadership to other
learning individuals and organisations.
While
still working at FIT, CFTC offered me with another assignment at Western Samoa
Technical Institute with a similar brief. I accepted the assignment without any
inquiry to understand the real problem. Next chapter presents later
difficulties and excitements of this project. A leap in the dark with a
spiritual belief in the oneness and interdependence of life achieved remarkable
and/or miraculous results. I believe that my spiritual values provided me with
the motivation and courage to tackle this difficult project.
Chapter 6
The
Making of a CFTC Advisor in Institute Improvement at the Western Samoa
Technical Institute ( WSTI) 1985-1990
What
comes out of that is often called good luck. Good luck is nothing but
preparedness and opportunity coming together. When the two are mixed together
with an alert witnessing of the chaos, a solution emerges that will be of
evolutionary benefit to you and all those that you come in contact with. This
is the perfect recipe for success, and it is based on the law of detachment
(Chopra 1996, p. 90).
I
remember this project commencing with a hopeless start but finishing with
results beyond my imagination. The results were almost miraculous. I consider
this project the work of a consultant with spiritual values who provided his
leadership without expectations for any rewards and recognition from the host
country and his employer in London. I cheerfully played many roles beyond my
job-description and worked in very difficult circumstances. I find that the
Spiritual law of detachment (Chopra 1996, p.90 above) was my living educational
theory in this project.
Unlike
the previous project aimed at school-based curriculum development, this project
aimed at rescuing a derelict technical institute from a closure. Initially I
was mainly responsible for curriculum and staff development, but soon I had to
assume leadership in building the institute as a whole. Two other aid agencies,
UNDP and AIDAB, collaborated with me in building the institute as a whole. I provided leadership in determining
the current reality, project mission, strategy to close the gap between the
reality and the mission using problem-based action research (Robinson 1993).
Thus I generated my own mental model of Ôschool improvementÕ as a dialectical
process amongst curriculum, context and organisation. The originality of my
mind in this project is in the use of Òconnective curriculumÓ(Young 1998) in preparing technical students for
industry; training teachers to cope with the change and in providing leadership
in solving a very difficult educational problem. FIT and WSTI projects are examples of my own living
educational theories/standards of professional judgement as an international
consultant with a particular perspective on life and my professional self.
WSTI
project extended my technical competence in curriculum and staff development
into school improvement as a whole. At this time another transformation
occurred in my professional self. In the next chapter I move away from working
in institutionalised technical and vocational education into the use of
training to solve performance problems within organisations.
Chapter 7
The
Making of a Consultant in Training Technology at the Industrial and Vocational
Training Board (IVTB) 1992-96 and Mauritius Institute of Public Administration
and Management ( MIPAM) 1996-7)
Give
a man a fish to feed him for the day, teach him to catch a fish to feed him for
life. (Chinese Saying)
Good
quality training is not merely a response to training needs. It creates further
training needs. Poor quality training discredits training and deconstructs
training needs. High quality in training programmes is necessary to create new
training needs and to meet current
needs (Punia 1996).
What
we are speaks louder than what we say (Covey 1992).
In
the previous two projects I was concerned with the provision of vocational
education and training in two national training institutes. The following two
projects focus on training within organisations under the leadership of two
training boards in Mauritius. The IVTB was mainly responsible for trade and
technician training for the public and private sectors of the economy while
MIPAM provided training to the mangers in the public sector. In these projects I was concerned with
providing leadership in training technology including curriculum and staff
development in establishing two new training boards with different work
cultures and training tasks. The above three quotations present my emergent
living educational theory of training in this chapter.
The
IVTB Experience ( 1992-6)
I
remember IVTB for a piecemeal
approach to training. This approach is not unusual for organisations in the
yearly years of their existence. However, I enjoyed a little trust and support
from the host institution mainly concerned with importing training technology
to set up new training centres without adequate provision for personal learning. I was involved in all aspects of
establishing new training centres but I was mainly concerned with planning,
implementing and evaluating competency-based curriculum and associated staff
development. This chapter offers two examples of high successes with a high
transfer value in other contexts. First, there is an example of the use of
competency-based curriculum in solving a national performance problem.
Secondly, there is an excellent example of offering a training programme to
train the local trainers to provide them with qualified trainer status.
The
IVTB project provides a stark contrast to the FIT project. In this project a
professional consultant without autonomy and mutual trust had to play a
technician role under top management with little experience of training and
intention to learn from consultants. This contextual change did not affect my
commitment towards my work. A few
people understood that my commitment originated from my spiritual belief and an
integrated character, not from personal status and financial gains.
The
MIPAM Experience( 1996-7)
In
MIPAM I worked for UNDP as a consultant in management training for inservice
managers from the public administration. I intuitively used Ôrelations approach
to curriculum developmentÕ (Kessels and Plomp 1999) to improve the quality of
training programmes designed to improve performance on-the-job. The training
programmes met carefully defined performance needs of the inservice managers
with direct involvement of the management in all aspects of the programmes. The
other accomplishments included a highly successful programme in ÔTraining Needs
AnalysisÕ offered to the personnel officers from the public sector and a
Ôtraining of trainers programmeÕ offered to supervisors from industrial and
commercial organisations.
The high quality of these training programmes provided MIPAM credibility
from its clients in a very short time. Consequently the demand for training had
grown tenfold in one year. The
MIPAM experience presents excellent episodes of the use of adult learning and
team learning (Senge 1990). These episodes have a high transfer value in other
contexts.
In
the early years of their existence IVTB and MIPAM were focused on the execution
of specific tasks with technical assistance from the hired consultants. The top management was not yet
concerned with owning and contextualising their problems and they had no clear
policies for the future development of these boards. The trainers and the
managers of both of these boards were academics with educational background and
little training experience. They often failed to distinguish between education
and training.
These
projects did not meet my standards of professional judgement. Historically
training boards in developed countries were set up to provide models of
training to industry. Both training boards had a long way to go before they
could provide leadership in training. My living educational theory of
establishing training boards is based on two principles. First, high quality
training programmes create needs for further training while poor quality
training programmes can do more harm than good and they discredit training. Secondly,
trainers have to practice what they teach. It might be a high expectation from
new organisations lacking previous experience of training. On the whole much
was accomplished in both organisations. The success of IVTB might be assessed
by the quantity of work accomplished in a short time but without a due regard
for staff development. The MIPAM became highly efficient and effective but
without a long- term vision and staff development.
Chapter 8
The Making of an Academic at the University of
Bath (1998-2000)
A truly educated person has
both procedural knowledge-the cognitive ability to get something done- and
declarative knowledge, meaning the ability to verbalise coherent thought and
ability to assimilate the coherent verbalisation of others. (Leamnson 2002, p. 97).
Just as breathing exercises
help integrate body and mind, writing is a psycho-neural muscular activity,
which helps to bridge and integrate the conscious and subconscious minds.
Writing distils, crystallises and clarifies thought and helps to break the
whole (Covey 1992, p. 135).
When you present your ideas
clearly, specifically, visually and most important, contextually- in the
context of a deep understanding of their paradigms and concerns- you
significantly increase the credibility of your Ideas (Covey 1992, p. 257)
As
a professional I used routines and insights gained from first-hand experience
and prepositional knowledge from formal education and training. My
communication skills included written reports and professional dialogues (Senge
1990). During this period at the University of Bath I learnt to translate my
embodied practical experience into professional knowledge to share it with the
academics. I learnt to integrate my disjointed experiences from practice into
coherent thoughts to produce personal practical knowledge to communicate it
with the academics. I spent considerable time to improve reading and writing,
the basic skills of lifelong learning (Covey 1992, Leamonson 2002). Appendix
20 provides further details of how I
acquired my lifelong learning skills. The quotations at the top of this chapter
present my living educational theories in improving my communication with the
academics.
During
this period I successfully completed four taught modules: (1) philosophy and
practice of international education, (2) research methods, (3) educational
policy and (4) curriculum development with associated assessed papers in the
EdD programme offered at the University of Bath. This chapter outlines the
content and learning process in producing the assessed papers with the
following titles.
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International education
in search of a problem.
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In search of a
problem-based research methodology.
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To what extent will
top-down policies in education influence curriculum, assessment and teaching?
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Relevance in vocational
education and training.
Chapter 9
The Making of a Transformative Educator
Transformatory learning is
about participating in the whole experience of learning. It doe not stress how
facts and objective knowledge are learned in substantive area of curriculum,
but focuses on the learner, the learning context and the learning process. We
illustrate how the emotional, social, spiritual and cognitive aspects of
learning interrelate; the importance of group and social context on learning
and how people and organisations are transformed through engaging with the
learning process (Brandt 2002, p. 98).
This
chapter presents myself as a transformative educator emerging from the accounts
presented in the previous chapters. The hallmark in my professionalism in
education is my ability to generate transformatory learning situations (Brandt
2000). This is expected of the leaders in education in the context of
self-study, lifelong learning and in the generation of learning organisations
in the present century. I developed this competence from my lifelong learning
based on the spiritual principle of oneness and interrelatedness of life. This
chapter answers three questions about my present professional self:
Who
am I? (Identity)
How
did I become that way? (Epistemology)
Why
did I choose to be what I am? (Ontology)
I
see myself as an organic academic who was continuously engaged in learning to
renew his knowledge, skills and attitudes and a transformative educator engaged
in professional and personal development. A person with an integrated character
based on a spiritual belief and a vast technical competence emerges from the
accounts in the previous chapters. My integrated character provided me with the
ability to inspire trust and collaboration amongst others. My technical
competence provided special ability to contextualise problems and to offer
genuine solutions and learning opportunities.
My
spiritual belief provided me with the courage to face complexity and
uncertainty in difficult circumstances. The guiding principle of my life was
belief in the oneness and interrelatedness of the universe and the purpose of
my human life was to serve the whole. I did not live a planned life: I moved
with the flow of life as a whole with guidance from my spiritual faith/ belief.
The emergent developmental process consists of the following value changes:
Duality of the individual
self-----------------------------Oneness of the universal self.
Education for making a
living-------------------------------- Education to make a life.
Learning from formal
education-----------------------------Continuous self-learning.
Certainty of human knowledge
-------------------Uncertainty of human knowledge.
These
transformations in my explicit knowledge may be further summarised. The initial
Interest in technical knowledge extended to contextual knowledge. Knowledge
of context/ people interface developed into interest in self-knowledge
contained in this thesis. Of course
these transformations were not discreet; there were overlaps. The present self
is an integrated whole emerging from these changes. My future interest includes
personal development to acquire full freedom of the human potential in the
service of the cosmic whole.
The
following Ôstandards of professional judgementÕ might be used to assess the
quality of my professional learning.
1.
Using of a framework of values to provide coherence in learning.
2.
Use of a reflective attitude towards learning from experience
3.Use
of Research-based approach to personal and organisation development
4.Understanding
of theory/practice interface.
5.Ability
to generate learning opportunities.
6.Ability
to generate trust with embodied values and personal character.
7.Ability
for continuous learning to make a living and to make life.
The theoretical frameworks and my technical competence is summarised in appendix A & appendix B. The accounts of my spiritual growth and integration of technology with spirituality and my emergent living educational theory remain insufficient to fulfil the requirements of my abstract. Chapter ten makes up this deficiency. This chapter is particularly addressed towards academic audience to fulfil the University requirements for the award of an EdD. The criteria for the award demands evidence of my critical judgement and an originality of mind.
Chapter Ten
My
Emergent Living Educational theory with an Emergent Epistemology of Practice
In
the world in which we live today, it is indeed imperative that we continue
learning how to listen to each other, how to accept each other with all our
differences, how to develop a dialogue amongst one another. Only through an
attentive and inclusive dialogue will we be able to learn to live together in
peace ( Matasuura 2002, p. 3).
When
we really, deeply understand each other, we open the door to creative solutions
and third alternatives. Our differences are no longer stumbling blocks to
communication and progress. Instead they become stepping- stones to synergy
(Covey 1992, p. 259).
We
search for moments of awareness and intensified conscious (Green, p. 6,)
moments of awakening, the moments of dialoguing. We search for a global
community in the making (Dewey 1916) - a community in which people listen to
and hear the voices of those who live lives different than their own, a community
that creates possibility for developing respect, empathy and compassion, and a
community that thrives on the passionate involvement and commitment of its
members for social change (He, Phillon and Roeberge 1999; Phillon and He 2001)
and a community that cultivates humanity ( He and Phillon 2002, pp. 4-5).
In
this final chapter I reflect on the content of the previous chapters of my
thesis to detect my living educational theory as an international educator who
passionately embodied the thoughts in the three quotations provided above. My
living educational theory emerges from the integration of a spiritual principle
of oneness and interrelatedness of life with my technical competence.
Therefore, this chapter includes:
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The origin and growth of
my spiritual belief as a principle to live by.
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The integration of
values derived from my spiritual belief into my professional growth and
continuous learning.
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The emergent living
educational theory and a new epistemology.
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The value of this work
to other stakeholders.
The
Origin and Growth of My Spiritual belief
The
belief in the oneness and interdependence of the life originated from my family
background. However, this belief remained implicit in the early years of my
professional growth (chapters
3&4). In Fiji (chapter 5) I first experienced spirituality in the form of
overwhelming love of everything in sight and the development of ability to
communicate with my higher self/ collective consciousness. I call these
experiences spiritual as they are beyond rational explanations. They awakened
an overwhelming desire in me to serve the whole creation. To understand the
nature of spirituality I consulted a limited literature (appendix 20) and approached a spiritual master who initiated me
into spirituality in 1985 while I was still working at FIT.
According
to this master spirituality is more than experiencing the supernatural
occasionally. Spirituality deals with personal development to release human
potential to the full. It involves lifelong learning, mainly through meditation
as taught by a spiritual master and it is a way of life to be deliberately
adopted. After my initiation I lived a disciplined life according to the
teachings of my master.
Integration
of Spiritual Values with Technical Competence to Create a Living Educational
Theory and a New Epistemology
Two
values emerging from my spiritual belief were an integral part of my
professional life. I call them Ôowning rolesÕ and Ôcontextualising problemsÕ.
Owning originated from my spiritual belief whereas technical competence
provided me with the ability to contextualise solutions to problems. These
values enabled me to convert my roles into learning experiences for personal
and cosmic growth. Owning problems explains my commitment towards my roles and
the ability to generate collaboration. The Contextualising processes included
understanding reality, generation of a collaborative mission and using
problem-based action research to fill the gap between reality and mission. I
have recently learnt that owning and contextualising are the two necessary
elements of action research. Without owning and contextualising problems there
is no action research. However, I
was not conscious of action research as a research methodology at that time.
The
accounts in various chapters of this thesis show that in the early part of my
professional self (chapters 3&4)
I was mainly concerned with the development of my technical competence
including knowledge, skills and attitudes. My spiritual belief and associated values remained a tacit
knowledge. Character development including integrity and maturity based on
spiritual principles assumed priority from chapter 5 onwards.
The interaction amongst my roles, selves and contexts (figure 1) generated my living educational theories in various
chapters. The interface between my belief and technical growth provided
direction to my professional development. The emergent living educational
theory from my professional development is illustrated and explained below.
Role Context

Self
The emergent living educational theory in figure
1 is based on my embodied spiritual
belief and an organismic world-view. Three values have emerged from the
interface amongst the three components for the application of this theory
elsewhere. These are autonomy, commitment and trust. The overlap in role and context represents the degree of autonomy and responsibility I enjoyed in my roles. The overlap
between the self and the role stands for my commitment to own and contextualise the roles and the overlap
between the context and the self stands for the mutual trust between the self and the context. The area covered by
the three circles represents continuous growth of the individual self and unity between the
individual self and the context. A complete unity is very rare to accomplish.
According to my master, in case of a complete unity amongst these components,
the door to inner consciousness opens and spiritual journey begins. The
emergent theory presents my way to integrate technical and spiritual values to
live and work together, to learn and serve the whole creation.
According
to this view life moves forward holistically and our visions, missions and
purposes are always embodied in our actions and behaviour but they remain tacit
knowledge. Living educational theory (Whitehead, 1999) form of action research
provides a useful methodology to make embodied and tacit knowledge explicit.
This thesis presents how I made my implicit knowledge explicit. It indicates my
self not only a bundle of knowledge, skills and attitudes directed towards self
actualisation but it also presents my transcendental self with a mission,
purpose and values in life directed towards common good. Finally my self
emerges as a principle: the principle of oneness and interdependence of life.
It
is important to distinguish my living theory from the work of Senge (1990) and
Covey (1992). Unlike my thesis based on my life flowing naturally, their work
is based on the assumption that human beings can live planned lives towards
defined visions, missions and purposes. They have provided us with excellent
propositional knowledge to live by. This thesis shows that our visions,
missions and purposes in life have to be discovered and they emerge gradually.
Furthermore, we know that we are not in complete control of our lives. Life is
a mixture of planned and unplanned experiences. This thesis shows that both
planned and unplanned life is a rich source of opportunities for personal
growth. Technology teaches us to live a planned life whereas spirituality
teaches us how to cope with unplanned life.
The
values embedded in my living educational theory are the values of professional
dialogue (Senge 1990). According to (Senge 1990) professional dialogue consists
of advocacy and inquiry skills. However, these skills can be practised only in
environments meeting the conditions outlined in figure 1. Hence professional
dialogue emerges as a new form of living educational theory with a new
epistemology.
Professional Dialogue as a New
Epistemology
It was a time consuming and expensive
business to produce my thesis using a narrative inquiry based on
reflections-on-action to understand the nature of my present professional self
as a form of dialogue between my professional self and various roles and
contexts. It may also be argued that constructing the image of my present
professional I/self based on past actions has a low validity and inconsistency
in presenting the concept of a living theory.
However, my narrative of the past
experiences is also the construction of my present self in dialogue with its
past. When I am thinking of my past with my present self I am thinking about
myself at present. Furthermore,
the narrative of my reflection-on action over a long period of my professional
growth provides a reliable and a useful pattern of my professional life to
practitioners to examine their own lives and use the appropriate knowledge,
skills and attitudes to solve their own problems.
.
However, professional dialogue (Senge
1990) in the form of dialectical relationship between the professional self
with its various contexts in reflections-in-action and reflections-on-action
can enhance the validity of this type of a thesis. This type of dialogue
incorporates all the values of my emergent living educational theory and
associated conditions for its practice.
In my view professional dialogue of this kind is the highest
achievement of a professional educator who becomes the embodiment of this form
of living educational theory. However
we do not know enough about this kind of dialogue to enable us to practice and
teach it deliberately. As mentioned before I enjoyed this type of spontaneous
dialogue with the principal of FIT and Jack Whitehead, occasionally.
According to my limited personal
experience high quality dialogue occurs spontaneously amongst professionals and
it has the potential to improve practice and generate new insights. Creative
professional dialogue involves advocacy and inquiry skills in open environments
with belief in the power of truth (Senge 1990), integrating technical and
spiritual values. One example of my professional dialogue in a staff meeting in
Hong Kong is on page 55. During this episode I used inquiry, advocacy and
personal character to successfully convert a confrontation situation into a
learning episode.
All professional dialogue is not educational. Human dialogue occurs in a variety of forms and at various levels of validity and reliability. Generally practitioners tend to use dichotomous thinking, use advocacy skills, adopt defensive routines and use win/loose type of communication. Thus they fail to learn from professional experience. Professional dialogue is a useful tool for team learning (Senge 1990), collective thinking and mutual cooperation amongst managers. I spent many years as a consultant towards this goal.
It is important to distinguish my professional dialogue with the propositional knowledge from my spiritual dialogue of my individual self with the universal self as provided in chapter 5, page 71. This kind of dialogue was a form of personal meditation with a focused attention and interest to understand a phenomenon. To understand the nature of universal reality/self Krishnamurti (1975) recommended awareness from moment to moment without a choice but it is a difficult task. According to him our choices introduce individuality in the form of personal values. Constructing this dissertation from reflections on my past experience with focused attention to understand the nature of my professional self has also been a form of meditation. Every time I examine this dissertation with this attitude of mind new ideas spring up.
Professional Value of this Work
This dissertation is addressed to my self,
international educators, aid agencies, professional educators and researchers.
It offers my work as an international educator with a vast technical ability
and an integrated character based on belief in the oneness and interrelatedness
of creation. I show a special ability in converting my roles into learning
opportunities. A new epistemology for professional development of top
management in organisations, new models of lifelong learning and action
research have emerged from this inquiry for the improvement of current
professional practices. A large amount of technical knowledge, skills and
attitudes with high transfer value is also available for other professional practitioners.
These discoveries have made this thesis a worthwhile research project.
In future research this kind of inquiry
might be improved with the use of multimedia, and professional dialogue to
enhance validity and consistency with the living educational theory approach to
action research. Furthermore, for an academic work of this kind it might be
more meaningful and practical to deal with one role in one context. This was
not possible for the present researcher in his inquiry due to contextual constraints
and his aim to construct the image of his professional self with his CV as his
curriculum of lifelong professional learning.
This inquiry has enhanced my professional competence significantly. In the past I offered leadership in curriculum development, staff development, school improvement and Human Resource Development in public and private organisations as presented in previous chapters of this thesis (Appendix B). In addition to that I can provide professional guidance in self-development using the living educational theory approach to action research (Whitehead 1999), development of learning organisations (Senge 1990), development of character ethic (Covey 1992). I am particularly interested in exploring and developing professional dialogue as a new tool for management development in organisations, promotion of action research for personal and professional development and the development of lifelong learning to live, love, learn and leave a legacy (Covey 1994).
Summary
Self-knowledge and continuous learning to learn to live, love, learn and leave a legacy are the challenges for the 21st century (Covey 1992, 1994 & Senge 1990). This thesis presents a professional educator in many roles and contexts striving to achieve these goals. I have lived my life as a mystery with faith in the principle of oneness and interrelatedness of life. I have learnt more about myself than I could share in words in this dissertation.
This inquiry shows new possibilities for international aid. Technology integrated with the principle of oneness and interdependence has the potential to offer a new educational theory for generating commitment, cooperative living, character development (Covey 1992, 1994) and continuous learning (Senge, 1990). Professional dialogue emerges a sophisticated epistemology of oneness and inter-relatedness of life and it is particularly suitable for the personal development of top professionals and academics as leaders of learning organisations. A possible thesis of this dissertation might be that professional dialogue of the self with its context in nature and with its inner self is the way to holistic self-knowledge. And it demands lifelong and continuous learning and a new epistemology.
I commenced my professional journey as a student in gaining technical knowledge. Studentship led into teaching this knowledge to others. Later teaching merged into studentship for self-knowledge. Exploration of life continues. According to T.S. Elliott:
And the end of all
exploring
Will be to arrive where
we started
And know the place for
the first time.
(T.S. Elliott, Little
Gidding)
In 1985 in my discourse on spirituality with the staff of FIT I suggested that the best form of spirituality in education is for us to fully develop ourselves to perform our duties to the best of our abilities to serve our clients. This remains my living educational theory to become a professional educator and a useful human being. This thesis presents my professional life as a creative process with a modest message for my professional colleagues. ÒBecoming is not a logical process. It is an emergent process; and a creative one. The creative process of any kind means giving birth to new ( Skolimowski 1994, p. 225). This thesis provided me with an excellent opportunity to experience this process.
Appendix 18
Studentship to Become a Technician Builder and a Technical Teacher
This chapter provides glimpses into my early disposition and ability to learn and how the learning opportunities and these tendencies came together to provide a suitable foundation for future lifelong learning. The chapter is divided into two parts. Part one presents my studentship as a technician in the Reading College of Technology and part two deals with studentship at the Huddersfield Technical TeachersÕ College. The paper presents narratives of several learning strategies in action, including rote learning in India, learning theory from Reading College of Technology, learning practical skills from a building firm in Reading and learning to integrate theory with practice to become a technician builder. I was intuitively aware of connective curriculum (Young 1998). Learning to teach in a technical teachers college included self-study, reflective teaching and owning responsibility for student learning without consciously being aware of these strategies in those days.
Appendix 19
Contextual Differences and unity in various Contexts
In this paper I present my personal perceptions of the contextual similarities and differences in the various countries I worked and lived in. The common problem of these countries was to work and live together as an international community and parts of one interdependent life on this planet. The education systems were mainly directed towards making a living. Education for making a life did not exist. Each country had something to offer and something to receive to improve the quality of human life on this planet. This dialectical relationship amongst countries was not fully utilized due to excessive emphasis on individuality. In each country life moved holistically to make it difficult to change an element with considerable impact on the whole. Lack of understanding of the principle of oneness and interdependence of life apparent in nature seemed to be the cause of human conflict.
I made important professional discoveries from international living including the need for contextualising knowledge, need for education to make life and need to see unity underneath the apparent diversity in naming and framing human experience. Nature seems to have taught me more than my professional roles. I have attempted to share these insights and live accordingly.
Appendix 20
Validation of my Emergent Living educational
Theory of life-long learning
This paper presents how I acquired skills of lifelong learning from various sources in my context. Part one includes learning from interaction with influential people. It included rapid reading in professional work, use of the card index system in literature reviews, theory and practice interface, technical and general education interface, a living educational theory form of action research and professional dialogue as a form of research.
Part two is a cursory review of some of the literature influencing my professional life and character. I have review Covey (1992) on character ethic; Senge (1990) on learning organisations; Krishnamurti (1987) on self-knowledge; Krishna Prem (1969) on Bhagavad Gita and Jagat Singh Maharaj (1959) on the science of the soul. This section validates my holistic and spiritual thinking learnt from other personal experiences.
Appendix. 21
In my view the following list of my professional and
academic writings has a high transfer value. Stenhouse (1978) distinguishes between professional and academic
knowledge. He wrote:
ÒThe Intermediate stage between fieldwork and reporting in readable form to
general professional audienceÉÉ I shall call ÔCase recordsÕ (Stenhouse 1978, p.
32). Which kind of knowledge is more important
remains a contested issue. I my view we need both types to complement each
other.
Academic Papers
Academic
Dissertations& Theses
Professional Consultancy
Project Reports to Stakeholders
1.
Curriculum
Design in FIT (1986)
2.
Operational
Curriculum in FIT (1986)
3.
Assessment
of Student Achievement in FIT (1986)
4.
Curriculum
Evaluation in FIT (1986)
5.
Staff
Development in FIT (1986)
6.
Educational
Technology in FIT (1986)
7.
Management
of Change in FIT (1986)
8.
Principles
of Curriculum Development used at the Western Samoa Technical Institute. (1990)
9.
Western
Samoa Technical Institute: The Final Report for the Stakeholders (1990) IVTB
Training Principles and Procedure (1996)
10.
IVTB
Monthly and the Final Reports (1996)
11.
MIPAM:
Principles of Procedure (1997)
12.
MIPAM
Monthly and the Final Reports to the Stakeholders. (1997)
Published and Unpublished
Papers with Personal and Practical Knowledge
Training Materials used in
Training Programmes
1. Practical Photography (1974): A Programmed Text.
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